2010年5月15日星期六

Don't know what should i do...

Today write my blog again....
just because i don't know what should i do...
I know...there are many things to do..
but...i don't have the mood to do...
sianz nia...
this few day always thinking the same things....
maybe that is the problem i face...
I already try to go far away from it....
but...tis few day i hav touch it back...
I am too easy to been change my mind....
What have i decide to do last time...
now are different...
I wishes to get back it again...
This has make me so confuse...
Don't know whether should i let it go or try to get it back again...
this things have to many relation with many things...
this is the most important part...


DREAM....
Live In the Place that Far From Upset...
With the Music that Pleasant to Listen...
With All the Freely...
You are nothing...
But Of All...
It is Only a Short Period...

                                                                        _+'Ken-Hee'+_

Long time no update my blog....

Erm...long time no write a new post...
don't know is lazy or what ...just oways see only...
but no update...
From now on...i think i will use english to write my blog ....
cause my computer don't know why now cannot use chinese to taiping...>
never mind le la...use what language also same....
can write already ok...
today is sukan tahunan lo...but i no involve in any sukan...haha
just go there marching only...
then so free after that...just walking n sitting watching the competition....
haha....green get the 2nd in this year sukan tahunan...
yellow get the 1st lo....congratulation to them....
haha....my brother also got involve in 1500 m d running....
many people take part in the sukan lo...
after the sukan i still stay at school....
for what?
just for pratice our show competition in future.....
using 2 hour like that for today praticing....
haha....in the show...seen lik i need to work hard more le...
do more this homework...if not sure cannot do it well...
gambateh lo...
haha...XD!!
back home straight sleep lo...seen like got some tired....
wake up then know china team of girl in badminton had lose to korea lo...
korea had done the imposible misssion...haha...congratulation...
tuesday is teacher's day....
need prepare something to school...
but just only little things...
haha....cause i am paying rm5...
so no need prepare food...hehe..
still have one thing...
EXAM is coming...
no more than 1 week....!!
realy go die liao...
don't know want read from where 1st...
physic...biology...chemistry...add math...math...so many many gok....!!
go holland liao...
now just can see read what jiu read what lo...
no mood to read also want read liao...
if not sure get count from last again...
haha....many thing need to work hard gok....
ADD OIL!!!!

Everything that where i lost....
I wanted to get back it again from there...
Although you are standing in front of me...
I am still me....
I don't want and also don't wish to be other...
Maybe i will lost it again...
Maybe will lost it forever...
But...at least i wanted to try it...
This is my wishes...
I need more brave to do it...
Where can i find the brave.............
I already lost my brave in the last time...
I don't want to lost it again...
I wanted to find it back again...
But maybe it will hurting someone...

                                                                            _+'Ken-Hee'+_

2010年5月7日星期五

Again...I am sorry...

Now my pc problem again.....
cannot use chinese again..
so use english to taip...
and also mood no so good now....zzz
cause happen again...
i feel sorry with just now situation...
i am sorry...
but i cannot control myself...
and say out such word like that...
this already not the first time...
but don't know already how many times this type things happen....
i don't want be like that also...
but i seen like not so patient...
i having quarrel with my dad n mum again....
just because my fault...
i forget where my handphone place....
my dad scold me...
i cannot control my mind...
it is difficult to restrain oneself....
i have quarrel over a trifling matter...
i don't why nowadays..
i already become like that...
like changing to another people....
if change back to before...
my patient sure can make me be more cool down....
and more calm down...
but now...
i have change to what....!!
like a piece of shit....
even a trifling matter...
i could also be no patient.....
this is so diferent compare to before....
should i be more quite....
just seeing and thinking what should do...??
even been scold...
just keep quite...
don't even say back any things...
is that more good...??
i also don't know...
i just know that that i am a people that no good in comunication....
just like that...
what i wanted to say....
thinking in my mind...
at the last i couldn't say out what i wishes to say....
this is why i so hate about this...
i don't what should do...
just feel sorry n apologize to my parents...
it is so horrow now...
maybe...
i have give out my stress through this ways...
but i hope that it won't happening again...
i will try to control my way to giving stress...
if cannot find a way to giving out...
just keep it up in my heart...
thats enough....
just don't happen again...

Day is night now...
Time is late now...
Just left a people sitting alone there...
Thinking about nothing...
Is horrow...
The sky in dark...
Moon light is cover by the dark cloud...
Just wishing...
Tomorrow will be more better...

                                                                         _+'Ken-Hee'+_

2010年5月3日星期一

M3mories,,,,回忆,,,,,

Grandma's birthday......photo...
jz only upload some...
grandma 87th bitrthday ...All cousin tak wit our grandma....

























Grandma 5 sons...
other 5 no cum...
the most left n bac is my DAD...hehe^^











这就是其中的点点滴滴...
笑容...
为了迎接更美好的一天...
所以...
我们笑了...

                                                                              _*Ken-hee*_

2010年5月2日星期日

戏剧团...

今早...
六点多就起身了...
好累哦...
身体也好像有些不适...
应该是昨天吃太多煎炸的东西...
喉咙出了点问题...
不过还好啦...
没什么大碍...
今天...
是去槟岛Dewan Sri Pinang观看戏剧团比赛...
原来...
去的人数并不是很多...
还相当少...
我ivan,伟强和满松...
还有另一位...
忘了什么名...
hehe...(抱歉)
就乘做巴士去了...
原本...
还带着一个无聊的心情...
因为没什么人去...
不过...
还不错...
呵呵...
戏剧演出花了好长的时间哦...
竟然还有分为上半场跟下半场...
还以为两点就可以回了...
因为原本要去打球的...
不过没关系了...
哈哈...
这里还有一个好消息哦...
我们北钟获得了第一叻...
而且几乎包完全部奖项...
真是为校争光...
在这里...
我向戏剧团说声...
恭喜哦...
哈哈...XD
这活动到六七点酱才结束...
回到家时已好迟了呢...
不知怎么了...
身体变的好热...
就连现在打着我的部落格也好热...
感觉就像要生病了...
希望不要再考试时生病就好...
@.@!!
 
 原来忘记一个人
并不是那么容易
如果知道会这样
或许所做的选择
不会像之前一样
让自己那么痛苦
这就是所谓代价
但却不后悔这样
一切都需要经历
才会让人们成长
才会看清楚一切
 
_+'Ken-Hee'+_