Again...I am sorry...

Now my pc problem again.....

cannot use chinese again..

so use english to taip...

and also mood no so good now....zzz

cause happen again...

i feel sorry with just now situation...

i am sorry...

but i cannot control myself...

and say out such word like that...

this already not the first time...

but don't know already how many times this type things happen....

i don't want be like that also...

but i seen like not so patient...
i having quarrel with my dad n mum again....
just because my fault...
i forget where my handphone place....
my dad scold me...
i cannot control my mind...
it is difficult to restrain oneself....
i have quarrel over a trifling matter...
i don't why nowadays..
i already become like that...
like changing to another people....
if change back to before...
my patient sure can make me be more cool down....
and more calm down...
but now...
i have change to what....!!
like a piece of shit....
even a trifling matter...
i could also be no patient.....
this is so diferent compare to before....
should i be more quite....
just seeing and thinking what should do...??
even been scold...
just keep quite...
don't even say back any things...
is that more good...??
i also don't know...
i just know that that i am a people that no good in comunication....
just like that...
what i wanted to say....
thinking in my mind...
at the last i couldn't say out what i wishes to say....
this is why i so hate about this...
i don't what should do...
just feel sorry n apologize to my parents...
it is so horrow now...
maybe...
i have give out my stress through this ways...
but i hope that it won't happening again...
i will try to control my way to giving stress...
if cannot find a way to giving out...
just keep it up in my heart...
thats enough....
just don't happen again...

Day is night now...
Time is late now...
Just left a people sitting alone there...
Thinking about nothing...
Is horrow...
The sky in dark...
Moon light is cover by the dark cloud...
Just wishing...
Tomorrow will be more better...

                                                                         _+'Ken-Hee'+_